sholio: a book and some gourds (Autumn-book & pumpkin)
2022-06-24 01:11 am
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I had an urge

I like putting stickers on the covers of my sketchbooks to dress the plain black covers up a little, and while cleaning my art area tonight, I came across a half-used one that had some stickers on the cover I didn't particularly like. I peeled them off and then got to digging through my stickers, where I had some washi tape from an old project and also some Falcon & Winter Soldier stickers that I got off Redbubble on a self-indulgent whim.

So I did this.

black sketchbook with people and leaf stickers

a hand holding a black sketchbook with people and leaf stickers

Inside every adult is a 12-year-old girl with a handful of stickers. I think this is one of my more successful sticker experiments; they don't usually turn out looking like anything other than "someone sure used a lot of stickers here."

(Half of these will probably peel off the first time I stick this in a backpack, but I'm pretty happy with it now!)
sholio: silhouette of a man in a long coat against a stained glass window (Avengers-Zemo2)
2021-12-30 08:42 pm

Fanvid: Falcon & Winter Soldier/Civil War - Zemo - Heavy Stone

I've been working on several Falcon & Winter Soldier vids this year, and wanted to get at least one of them done before the end of the year!

Vimeo's embed style has changed and I had to fight with this a bit to get it to display, so let me know if you have any trouble.

Song: Heavy Stone by Kyla La Grange
Footage from: Falcon & Winter Soldier, Captain America: Civil War, Avengers: Age of Ultron

Password: zemo



Download: 108 Mb MP4 (zipped)
Lyrics: here
Tumblr: here
AO3: here
sholio: glittery Christmas ornaments (Christmas ornament 2)
2021-12-21 06:50 pm

Solstice!

The shortest day of the year! I posted some pictures at my realname blog.

New cards from [personal profile] goss, [personal profile] oracne, and [personal profile] silverflight8 (sealed with real sealing wax!!). They're lovely; thank you so much! ♥

WE STILL HAVE NOT DECORATED THE TREE. We set it up on Thursday. This is becoming a travesty. I plan to get some ornaments hung tonight. On the other hand, having a bare spruce tree obtained from our own place is kind of pleasantly pagan for the solstice, I guess?

Speaking of such things, I accidentally plotbunnied myself with the idea of Zemo as a Sokovian genius loci/spirit-of-place. It's just such an interestingly fitting idea and full of angsty possibilities having to do with the destruction of the country.

I also posted a TFATWS Christmas story featuring the usual suspects.

Further posts coming with end-of-year book roundups and the like!
sholio: Zemo in fur-collared coat (Avengers-Zemo3)
2021-11-17 10:32 pm

In today's Zemo thoughts

By way of a gifset showing off Daniel Bruhl's puppy eyes in one particular Civil War scene (the rational part of my brain: let's not forget there's a dead body in the bathtub throughout this scene, however) I ended up rewatching the Zemo scenes in Civil War tonight, as you do ...

(How is this my life now.)

... and thinking about something that [personal profile] sheron and I were talking about recently, which is that while he is absolutely ruthless about his goals, and there are certain categories of people that he seems to kill without remorse (supersoldiers, Hydra, people who are actively trying to kill him), he actually seems to try to go out of his way not to kill, hurt, or even attack most people if he doesn't have to. This is underscored much more heavily than I remembered in his establishing scene with the Hydra guy:

Zemo: Hydra deserves its place on the ash heap, so your death would not bother me. But I'd have to use this book, and other, bloodier methods to find what I need. I don't look forward to that.

It's really interesting to me that they went with this method of introducing him, where it's true that his introduction is ruthless and brutal, but also he appears to be trying to avoid what he considers unnecessary bloodshed or collateral damage, and the plot of the movie is actually his backup plan when the first one doesn't pan out. At the end of that scene, if anything, he looks resigned and unhappy - as he said, he doesn't mind killing the Hydra guy, but he really didn't want to have to do the rest of it.

(There's a deleted scene with an alternate method of Zemo acquiring the book, which appears to involve Zemo killing a room full of people - possibly only knocking them out, but that really didn't look gentle. Anyway, it's one of those narrative decisions where it turns his arc into something very different than if gassing a room full of people and then moving on to terrorism was actually his plan A.)

On the other hand, this rewatch impressed on me all over again how absolutely batshit his Plan B is.

Presumably his original plan - while obsessive, ruthless, and not how we handle emotional trauma, Zemo - was relatively straightforward, with a minimum of collateral damage aside from wrecking the lives of a handful of people he blames for his family's deaths: Interrogate the Hydra guy for the information he needed, fly to Siberia and kill the other Winter Soldiers and get the video, and then, idk, perhaps mail the video to Tony and off himself in Siberia.

But no, that didn't work!

Then he had to go to plan B, which was more like:



"Step 49 of 1107: create a realistic Bucky face mask."

(I mean, it's in character, but also, why are you so extra, Zemo.)

Anyway, I really like how consistent the CW part of his character development actually is with the TFATWS part, allowing for the fact that he's obviously unhinged with grief in 2016 and by the Falcon & Winter Soldier time period, has had some time to deal with it and develop a new Reason For Living (at least 50% less unhinged, though still kinda fanatic).
sholio: MCU Baron Zemo in long coat with fur collar (Avengers-Zemo)
2021-09-02 02:37 pm

Help, I have a problem

And the problem is that I can't stop staring at pictures of Daniel Brühl. I haven't had an actor crush hit me this hard in ages - transient character crushes and minor rounds of bingeing on various actors' backlists, sure, that happens all the time, but this is like a full-blown teenage "cutting pictures out of celebrity magazines and taping them up on your bedroom wall" type of crush.

Brains. Why are they like this.
sholio: silhouette of a man in a long coat against a stained glass window (Avengers-Zemo2)
2021-07-26 12:41 am

Happy birthday to me!

I am about half an hour into being 45. Celebratory beverage:



Birthday plans have been somewhat downscaled due to the possibility of pouring rain where I was going to go (Denali Park) but I still plan to get out of town and obtain lunch somewhere and hike around a bit.

Meanwhile, please appreciate my absolutely ridiculous 45th-birthday present to myself:



He comes with a tiny little codebook for controlling the Winter Soldier! He is currently hanging out with my Defenders (they are nervous) and my Nakia (Zemo is v. nervous).

I actually preordered this back in May, and it came much earlier than it was supposed to. Falcon & Winter Soldier has turned out to be my New Big Thing, apparently! Who knew! There's a pretty nice show!Bucky action figure as well, but I haven't found a Sam I like yet; I want one in civilian clothes, not the costume.

Things which I would like for birthday presents, if you want to leave me one:

• Birthday wishes are always nice!
• Prompts for Falcon & Winter Soldier ficlets, with the caveat that there is a VERY STRONG chance they might never be written. Any characters are welcome; however, I strongly suspect terrible things happening to Zemo (or presence of Zemo, generally) would greatly increase their chances of being written.
• Prompts for Iron Fist (always in style, ditto re: caveat about possibly never being written).
• Pretty pictures, recs, fic snippets, etc, for any fandom you know I'm into.
• Suggestions for ways I might combine my h/c bingo card with Falcon & Winter Soldier characters.
• Just generally talking about the show! Or Zemo. Meta prompts welcome!
• Suggestions for interesting photo ops for my new tiny!Zemo.
sholio: silhouette of a man in a long coat against a stained glass window (Avengers-Zemo2)
2021-05-26 11:16 pm

Zemo thoughts

.... that have been bouncing around in my head. Spoilers for the whole show.

Under here, in no particular order )
sholio: MCU Baron Zemo in long coat with fur collar (Avengers-Zemo)
2021-05-26 05:12 pm

Mony Mony (Falcon & Winter Soldier heist AU vid)

The current challenge at [community profile] vexercises (vidding prompt community) is a constructed reality/AU vid, which happened to hit perfectly right on top of my current feelings about TFATWS, and it seemed like a heist AU would fit them beautifully, don't you think?

Password: idiots



The song is a '70s punk cover of "Mony, Mony" that I found while I was casting about for good heist music, by Celia & the Mutations. You can hear the full version here.

A little more nattering about the heist AU under the cut:

Team roles, shipping and so forth )