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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2013-04-03 04:41 pm

Mememememe

Meme acquired from [personal profile] bironic. The rules: You request an age from a friend and fill out the meme questions as they applied to you then and now. [personal profile] bironic gave me 26.

If you want to play too, say so in the comments and leave a number (that may or may not be how old you currently are) below which I'll pick an age. Then you answer the questions in your own LJ/DW. But you don't have to.


I lived in:

26: Champaign, Illinois. We'd moved there in 2000. I hated it. We had just bought our first house (in 2001), which we jokingly called the serial killer house because of certain peculiarities of the architecture, such as a freestanding toilet and shower (with no enclosure) in the basement and a drain in the middle of the floor. While I'm aware this was total fancy, there was something creepy about that house. I always felt like looking over my shoulder when I was home alone, and I often had the completely irrational fear that something awful was going to come out of the basement. I could never explain it, or really justify it to myself, but I never felt safe or comfortable in that house, and I was glad to leave.

Now: Fairbanks, Alaska. We have 11 acres north of town, and I am much happier. :)


I drove:

26: A Ford Taurus -- I can't remember the exact model year, but it was from the early '90s -- which was the second car I bought after I got my driver's license. (The first one had been a Chevy Suburban that was a beat-to-hell lemon.) The Taurus was pretty solid, though. I drove it from Alaska to Illinois, and on all manner of road trips once I got there. I only sold it when we were ready to move back to Alaska. Most of my memories of that car are good ones, despite a weird, recurring electrical short and the inevitable mechanical issues as it aged.

Now: A 2010 Ford Focus. We bought it new - the first time we've ever done that. I have to say it's been awfully nice.


I was in a relationship with:

26 & Now: Married to the same guy. (We were married in 2000.)


I feared:

26: Never leaving Illinois, or moving somewhere even worse. Spending the rest of my life in a place I hated.

Now: Hmmm ... I think most of my fears right now revolve around feeling like my life is passing me by and I'm not nearly as far along as I wanted to be. I worry about wasting time. I worry that I'm almost 40 (well, for certain values of "almost") and I haven't published a novel yet. I worry that I have all these story ideas in my head and will never find time to write them all. I also worry that I'm wasting my life because I'm not nearly as good at writing as I want to be and I've devoted myself to doing something pointless that isn't bettering the world in any way ....

... In short, the usual creative-person angst. *g*


I worked at:

26: I was either still working for the News-Gazette, or had just switched to a part-time job at a little weekly paper in the same town (to free up more time for freelance work and other projects). I did advertising layout at the News-Gazette, and everything layout at the other paper -- ad design and page layout, as well as occasionally taking pictures, covering the front desk or whatever needed to be done.

Now: Self-employed. I still occasionally work for the local paper on a temporary or freelance-contractor basis, but mostly I'm working from home. What I'm doing at home is a mix of freelance layout/design work for the money, and short-story/novel writing which I hope will eventually make me money (but isn't really doing much for me yet, other than providing enjoyment).


I wanted to be:

26: My entire life has revolved around the twin poles of wanting to be a writer or an artist (with a focus on comic-book art rather than fine art). In 2002, the artist side was ascendant. I had gotten involved with a group of comics self-publishing people, and was putting out a bimonthly self-published comic (which was one of the reasons I went part-time at work) and had just started doing a webcomic.

Now: A writer. The artist side is still lurking in the background, but as far as a long-term career goal, I've been mainly focused on fiction writing lately.

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[personal profile] veleda_k 2013-04-04 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
I want to play!

My number: 25
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[personal profile] florafic 2013-04-04 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I can totally empathize with the creative-person angst ...

And I'll play! Give me a number under 30.