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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2009-01-04 08:15 am

Alaska, she is cold

50 below zero in Fairbanks this morning, and supposed to stay that way all week. Killer weather. We put a heat lamp in the chickens' coop; we'd had a hundred-watt light bulb in there for extra heat, but it wasn't really enough for this kind of cold. They were getting sluggish and unhappy. Poor tropical jungle fowl.

The ice fog has really socked in, too. ... for those who aren't familiar with it, when it gets this cold, the moisture in the air freezes into a dense fog of ice crystals. It's much worse in town, with all the ambient moisture from cars and houses and so forth, than out in the intensely dry valley where we live, but even we have a smoggy drift of it. In town it's pea-soup-thick, "can't see the taillights in front of you" fog. Going to work on Friday was a miserable experience. Right now I'm only working two days a week, and my university-employed husband is off until the students come back, so neither of us has to be anywhere until Thursday and we don't plan on attempting it. This is "hunker down and stay warm" weather.

I've been thinking about doing a "year in review" fic post, because I'm enjoying going around and reading other people's, but I'm just not really motivated to. I am bitter, bitter towards the show at the moment *g*, and I really don't want to dwell on having lavished love on it last year.

Edit: Massive "Vegas" spoilers in the comments.
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[identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com 2009-01-05 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
I agree with everything you say here - I think it mostly is unconscious racism, just as you say, a conflation of "non-white" with "exotic/foreign/alien" that means TPTB always are casting non-whites as aliens, combined with the writers' complete inability to write other cultures (either real or invented) and characters from other cultures, with any sort of depth. (And they also have trouble writing women, so Teyla gets doubly shafted. Though I still like how her pregnancy arc worked out - of everything in SGA, that is the one thing that I will actually argue the show did well, better than most of the rest of the genre. I wish we'd gotten more of it and her this season, but at least they didn't do anything to spoil what they did do.)

That being said - I do think it's unfair to hold fandom accountable for those flaws in canon. Fandom does work sometimes to mitigate flaws in the original text, but that is not fandom's duty, and when John & Rodney have gotten the most screentime and character development, you can't be upset with the majority of fandom latching on to them as their favorite characters, and caring about them more than other characters. I have nothing but sympathy for those fans who do love Ronon or Teyla best and have been shafted by the show/this season, and I totally agree they have reason to be disappointed. But their disappointment is the show creators' responsibility, not fandom's.

--Erm, sorry. I'm not responding to you specifically here, but more a general trend I've seen in several different spots around the fandom that you just happened to articulate at a point I had the time to rant. To clarify, I'm not saying you should just shut up and enjoy the show for all its very questionable trends; you're totally justified in that, and talking about it, too; I think these things are important to bring up.

But I get a little tweaked by the suggestion that to fan on a series with such trends is to condone them, or that to like or dislike one character over another is to be inherently racist or sexist. A McShep fan excited about the John & Rodney interaction in "Vegas" does not mean that the fan was excited Ronon & Teyla were absent; more likely the fan was disappointed in that absence, but still was given something they wanted. A Ronon or Teyla fan is totally justified to be disappointed because they did not get what they wanted (and to be disappointed to be in a minority, because that's always frustrating), but to hold fandom responsible for not liking Ronon or Teyla as much as they do, rather than blaming TPTB who didn't try hard enough to make them more appealing to more fans - it's putting the blame in the wrong place. It's like blaming gen fans for liking gen instead of shipping, or for blaming a heterosexual woman for finding men more attractive than women.

--And to a certain extent, this applies to the show writers as well, because they're just writing what they want/know how to write; however I do think they have a greater responsibility, because they're writing to a larger audience (rather than the very specific audiences most fanfic is intended for) and television has more cultural impact...and it was their responsibility to hire more diverse actors, and if they didn't know how to write women or non-whites, to bring in women writers, or non-white writers; to deliberately diversify. We fans don't have that option - we're reactive, not productive, for all our fic and such; it's *hard* to get a lot of non-white fans into genre scifi, because the canons themselves are so marginalizing.

Comment limits ARGGGH!
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[identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com 2009-01-05 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
You're entitled to what you like, but not to enjoy it without having at least some awareness of how it fits into a larger context. (Well, okay, sure you can -- but not any more than, say, your behavior at work or anything else ... it's not as if fannishness has some kind of special dispensation.) I don't blame anyone in fandom for latching onto John and Rodney as their objects of squee, but if it goes along with marginalizing and/or belittling fans of other pairings, I think it's totally justified to critize that.

I agree with this, definitely. Especially when it comes to belittling other fans, or deliberate squee-harshing - that is totally uncool and really should be criticized. What's been disturbing me is...hmm, how to explain - when the majority is assumed to be marginalizing the minority, simply by being the majority. It's the difference between (to use a non-racially-charged example) never writing or reading a McKeller fic because you're not into that pairing, and reading a McKeller fic and telling the author they really should be into a different pairing because McKeller's dumb. Both do happen, and the latter is problematic behavior; but the former is just personal taste. And the line is blurry. But there's a difference between not writing Teyla because you're not interested in a woman-of-color; and not writing Teyla because the character as written in the show doesn't interest you. The former is racism/white privilege/what-have-you on the part of the fan; the latter is racial issues on the part of the show.

Which is a major problem, but one pretty much all shows have; the only choice I can see is boycotting almost all TV!

it depends on what you mean by "a lot". I mean, yes, it *is* a barrier and my discussions with people have confirmed this, but I know quite a few genre fans of color.

So do I - but I know a heck of a lot more white fangirls. Though this is partly because fanning is largely a middle-class activity and in most of the Western world the middle-class is white by a great majority, so...(actually in anime fandom there's a lot more Asian-American/Canadian fangirls, but most of those I know aren't actually into that much Western stuff. Of those I know personally I don't think the lack of Asian characters is the reason they're not into Western shows, but maybe it plays a part? Hmm...)
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[identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com 2009-01-06 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[info]rydra_wong has pointed out that Teal'c and Spock are *very* similar characters, but one is runaway popular and part of the runaway popular pairing in the fandom, and the other, to say the least, is not.

But see, I argue that's misleading - Teal'c and Spock share some traits in common, but not necessarily the ones the fangirls latched onto with Spock. For one, Teal'c didn't have the strong character relationships that Spock did. Spock's best episodes are those he's relating to Kirk and McCoy; Teal'c had a connection to Jack that was largely unexplored (at least in a h/c medium), and nothing really good with Daniel or Carter for seasons. It's not just screentime and storylines that draw in fangirls; it's also what sort of screentime.

It is true that black tends not to be equated with "pretty boy" in many fangirl minds, which is a handicap - though again I'd argue that's a large part the show creators' fault; they tend to cast black actors more as the muscle or the goofy sidekicks and rarely give them the glamor shots.

I do agree that black seems to be a handicapping trait, but I wonder if that's in part due to a lack of black characters truly equivalent to white characters, and thus TV has established a prejudice in fans. For instance, many fangirls are very resistant to new female characters - and while I've seen a lot of arguments as to why, I swear a lot of it is just we have all been burned by badly written, unrealistic, romantic interest female characters on TV, such that many of us expect nothing better

But I don't think that followers of the dominant pairing or character(s) seem to realize that it is intimidating to not belong to the dominant branch of the fandom.

It's definitely intimidating (I've been on that side before), but it's not the fault of the majority as long as their behavior doesn't get out of line. You will get fissured fandoms - slash pairings on one side and het on the other and crossing between the two is tricky - but that's pretty much inevitable in larger fandoms anyway; everyone has to split off into communities or else it's overwhelming. In smaller fandoms there tends to be a lot more crossover. (In One Piece, Zoro/Sanji was the dominant pairing, but I wrote that and every other possible pairing as well as gen, and never got anything but positive response to any of it.)

And shit...I really owe you a huge apology - I was the kill-joy deluge (well, me and Trysting, but mostly me...) We were the ones who responded negatively to the R/J/R story, and I'm so very sorry that response is part of what's driving you from the fandom. Not to mention other arguments...I am so sorry for getting you down, I wish I could make it up to you. I did promise I wouldn't so respond to any of your other stories, and I wouldn't have, so really, you didn't have to turn off comments!
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part 2. to the part 1. ARGH!

[identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com 2009-01-05 10:33 am (UTC)(link)
I'm less and less willing to let TPTB off the hook with "they didn't know any better" or "... but they did very well for their time period", because damn it, at some point, that has to stop being good enough ...

I definitely agree with this - as I said, I don't want to let TPTB off the hook; I don't think fandom as a whole ought to be turning a blind eye to such concerns. I think it's important to raise them and discuss them.

At the same time - is fanning on a show "letting them off the hook"? Or can one enjoy parts of a show while criticizing others? Is squeeing about certain elements while ignoring other things you don't like tacitly condoning those elements you're ignoring? Maybe it is...I don't know. I didn't like that Ronon & Teyla weren't in "Vegas" but I liked the John & Rodney interaction of the episode. If I squee about the latter, am I condoning the former? I'd hope I wasn't - I want both, really. But maybe I am. (And this gets trickier when you've got such bad writing, when sometimes I'd rather they wouldn't write Ronon at all if they're going to write him as insultingly dumb or barbaric - do we praise them for remembering Ronon exists or criticize for not doing it better?)

For that matter - easy as it is to overlook, John/Rodney in itself is subversive and socially critical; in fandom slash is largely accepted, but in the wider context homophobia is still alive and kicking, and while a lot of slashers are just doing it for the porn, quite a few slash fans are very aware of that social responsibility (and many are part of that minority, getting even less representation on genre TV...)

But the more that I've been dealing with my own social privilege issues, the less I've really had in common with mainstream SGA fandom and its concerns ... and it shows, I guess, in what I'm comfortable writing and reading, 'till it's gotten to the point where I just can't see much to like in the show anymore.

This I completely respect, and there's not much I can say to it. It might be as simply as you've outgrown SGA, and if your tastes have changed, then there's definitely shows out there that handle these things better, if not perfectly. I've been having a similar thing myself, in a different area - I've recently become a lot more sensitive to female characters, and what I want to see in female characters and their relationships, and it's informing what shows I latch on to more than it used to (e.g. when I just watched Merlin, though I enjoyed the wildly obvious Arthur/Merlin stuff, I find myself getting into the Morgana/Gwen subtext just as much or more.) It's not the most important element for me in a show (not yet, anyway) but it's a different perspective for me, so I can understand how a change in your own perspective has made SGA (show or fandom) so unsatisfying.
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Re: part 2

[identity profile] delux-vivens.livejournal.com 2009-01-05 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
You're entitled to what you like, but not to enjoy it without having at least some awareness of how it fits into a larger context.

A big part of why there is a [personal profile] deadbrowalking is that lots of POC got tired of being told they couldnt critically think about or discuss shows or movies, even if they liked them.
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Re: part 2

[identity profile] delux-vivens.livejournal.com 2009-01-06 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
lots of people lurk, not a problem.
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part 2

[identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com 2009-01-05 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
(& my sincere apologies with this whole inability to shut my trap!!)

(And at the same time, as a white middle-class Western citizen myself, I feel awkward writing more diverse characters; it's hard to get out from under the shadow of cultural appropriation...I've written anime fic with Japanese casts, but if I were writing original Japanese characters I'd get judged for it.)

(And then, too, the reason the major heroes of SGA are white North American guys is because the intended audience of the show is white North American guys, same as in almost all anime the hero is a black-haired Japanese guy and in Doctor Who the Doctor always has a British accent, and while it's nice to see that status quo shaken up sometimes, one can't really expect it. Which means it sucks to be in a minority demographic with no shows intended for you, but the only real solution to that in a capitalist entertainment economy is to make your own shows...)

And I...uh...have entirely lost my thread here. To be honest I don't think you're out of line for being disappointed with fandom, for wishing fandom might make greater efforts to repair all the troubling things in SGA, it's just...fandom does make some efforts, and I feel that it does improve on the original overall, and I'm more comfortable being angry at TPTB's failings, while appreciating fandom for doing whatever it does to mitigate them.
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Re: part 2

[identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com 2009-01-05 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, I get that, but at the same time, I don't think it's a good reason not to try. Yes, you will screw up; but at the same time, it's *more* of a screw-up not to try at all.

Oh, that I feel awkward doesn't stop me from doing it! Primarily because I find all-white single-culture casts hideously boring. (...and to be honest, a little weird these days. Putting aside that half my friends are ESL speakers, I've lived in Japan long enough that I actually find it jarring when I go back Stateside - "Why is everyone here blond?")

And I don't think it should stop anyone else, either, though I do admit to having some sympathy for those shows which do have non-white characters and then get criticized for being overly PC or following stereotypes or whatever...the concerns are legitimate, often enough, but I want to give some credit for trying?

But, yeah. Some trends do seem to have gone backwards and I don't know why, and it's really frustrating. It's just...I don't want to quit fanning on TV just because so many show creators suck. It's not Rodney's fault (or David Hewlett's for that matter) that he's a white man; I don't like the character because he's white, I like the character because he's Rodney, who happens to be white. Ditto Tony DiNozzo, ditto a hundred others - I have precious few black characters on my favorite character list, which totally sucks and irritates me, but it's not because I'm racist; it's because the kind of characters I like are almost never cast as black actors. (Which is one reason I loved Hustle, because Mickey Bricks is totally my type of slick genius!) (For that matter I have few enough favorite female characters, and I have finally realized that no, that's not because I'm misogynist, that's because most female characters in genre fiction do not have those elements that appeal to me. Leaving it up to me to write some women that do - but while lately a lot of my ideas for original fic have centered around female chars, in TV shows I'm still more interested in the male chars who have what I like...)

And I'm losing my point again - I'm not trying to change your mind; I sympathize with your feelings. I don't know how to work this out in my own head or fannish heart, really; what do you do when a show gives you gold in one hand and shit in the other? Refuse it all on principle and hope that someday you'll get offered gold shit-free? Accept what you like and ignore the rest? Take both and spend your energy converting the hated stuff into something good? I really don't know...!

(--I also will confess a weird hope I had when Obama was elected - that if the majority of Americans - white Americans, even - can accept a black man as their representative to the world, then maybe TV and Hollywood could accept a person of color as the hero, as a character that everyone is intended to relate to even if their skin color doesn't match. We'll see, I guess...)
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Re: part 2

[personal profile] sheron 2009-01-06 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
i agree with basically everything you've said there. just wanted to comment.