I'm still lots of books away from Turn Coat, but what has you depressed has me worried. *valiantly tries to avoid reading the spoiler-y part* I'm happily reading my way through Storm Front by now - or rather, I'm devouring it while clinging to the edge of my seat. *g* It's certainly not very relaxing, but lots of fun. Discovering it is actually possible to find some h/c in a book outside the realm of fanfiction had me squeeing. I'll order the next two books now and then I'll go back to reading. Good luck with your NaNo!