Buffalo - that's where you are? I was close to you! Well, by Alaska standards anyway. *g*

No, the bitterness is mostly at the show (and myself), because it's not like the fandom pointed out anything that wasn't true; it's just that I'd been able to ignore it and go on enjoying the show, until it got to the point where so many people were pointing it out that I couldn't ignore it anymore. I just feel kind of ... duped and angry, I guess. I miss the show terribly, but at the same time, I can't figure out what I ever saw in it or why it took me so long to catch a clue about it.