Meta rec
As analytical and meta-riffic as I can be about the shows I watch and the things I read, and though I really enjoyed reading her entry, for some reason my own interests don't really lie in that particular meta direction. After it came up in comments to my last entry, I was thinking about why that might be, because I've basically always been that way -- in comics fandom, for example, I never could remember (or cared to remember) which writer or artists was responsible for which character or story arc ... well, aside from a few outstanding counter-examples. Obviously, I'm not completely tone-deaf to it.
What I realized, though, is that I think I prefer looking at them from an in-universe rather than out-of-universe perspective. I read (or watch TV) because I want to be immersed in their reality, not looking at them with the awareness that they aren't real. (I'm well aware that they aren't real, of course -- I'm not completely crazy -- I just prefer not to watch with that awareness in mind.) I think that might partly explain why a) I don't really like theatre very much (where awareness of one's own role as audience is part of its charm) and b) why the things that bother me most and tend to throw me out of a show are not plot-related, but world-building issues. Also, in general and with some exceptions, I prefer watching relatively unknown actors to famous ones, because it's easier to believe in them as the character.
Some things, of course, can only be explained from an out-of-universe perspective. Sometimes it's really enjoyable to know those little details -- where such-and-such a prop came from, or why a certain questionable plot decision is really in there. But overall, I guess, it's definitely not the foremost part of my fannish involvement, and often not any part of it at all. In most of the fandoms I've been in, I've never even wanted to know anything about the actors or the behind-the-scenes of it. Stargate is one of the few where I've found myself looking at interviews and listening to DVD commentaries -- and reading other people's meta on the behind-the-scenes. *g*

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I'm mostly into the intra-universe perspective as well, and rarely bother with the DVD commentary and such.
With comics I'm a bit more inot the production side because I'm interested in the "mechanics" of comics far more than into how tv works, but not really when it comes to characterization or plotting and how various "RL issues" affect storytelling (e.g. artist X got killed by an ACME anvil so the series editor had to switch unexpectedly and all is inconsitent), but more in the workings of storytelling with pictures under a techical perspective.
"You're interrogating the text from the wrong perspective!" XD
I actually can understand this completely. You know I love internal-text examinations as much external; somehow for me I can separate in-series and out-series without difficulty (and that's a really interesting point about live theater, because I do love live shows - yet somehow seeing RENT 3 different times, with 3 different casts, I can still love the character Mark without being bothered by him having a different face and voice every time.) I've always been fascinated by movie & TV production (I blame my father, we used to watch making-of specials years before DVD specials!) but it doesn't impede my ability to suspend reality when watching - I can simultaneously appreciate David Hewlett's acting and adore Rodney McKay, not sure how that works, but there you go.
I also find, for me, that I resort to examining the external more when I'm dissatisfied with the internal (a lot of Gnine & my writer discussions have been coming up lately in the context of Shipping and Why We Don't Want It.) It's easier to blame the writers than to blame the characters?
I think I somehow have an inner belief in the "reality" of a fictional world that transcends the presentation - that I know that Rodney and Atlantis are the creations of writers and actors and CGI and such; but the TV show I watch is a shadow of some greater thing that I love, and therefore to study the presentation doesn't impede my enjoyment of the true thing behind it. Umm. If that doesn't sound too weird... To me, [why char X did Y?] and [why did Z write X doing Y?] are both fascinating questions, and one doesn't trump the other.
(--er, I am not trying to convert you over to my side, because I can totally understand why you feel that way - I'm just sort of fascinated myself with trying to figure out why it doesn't bother me!)
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Fanfic writing, I feel, tends to push one towards the in-universe approach. I was chatting to a friend earlier today in email, trying to reconcile two slightly contradictory things from two different episodes and make coherent characterisation out of them. "Of course," she said, "you know that the discrepancy is because the writers messed up." "Of course I do," I said, "but that makes no difference. I'm writing about them as real people, so I have to reconcile them in a way that feels real." So, yes, I find it actually inhibits me from writing the characters if I think overmuch about the writers behind them. I'm also not really interested in meeting actors, and don't often listen to commentaries.
That said, I do remember the fanfic writing side of X-Files fandom in the mid-nineties being very aware of the different preferences and styles of each writer, even as we wrote stories that presupposed that the characters were real. *shrugs*
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I also agree the difference in fanning is definitely male-fan vs female-fan related (that was my first thought when reading your first sentence) - in my experience fanboys and fangirls are both very much into trivia, but different kinds of trivia and for different purposes; fanboys like to know esoteric factoids about the show to challenge one another and show off their knowledge, while as fangirls are more into cataloging every detail in order to build a cohesive picture of a character/world (--I speak very broadly of course; fans of both sexes cover the whole range of fanning, but there are elements that tend to be found more with men or with women...)
This is odd to me because I usually think I fan more in a female way, but I'm into both internal and external analysis. It doesn't inhibit me to consider the external, but at the same time I'm always wanting explanations that are internally satisfying as well.
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I'm so glad that you agree with my very tentatively-expressed male fan/female fan thing. You have no idea how often I wrote and deleted and rewrote and qualified that bit of my comment, afraid I'd be jumped on as sexist. I was quite put out when I realised that I relate to fandom in a "female" way, since in non-fandom life I have no interest in all those things that are deemed "female" by the media and much prefer "male" hobbies. I tend to score slightly as "male brain" on those (very simplistic) online tests, yet here I am writing angsty, hurt/comforty fanfic about emotions and feelings.
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In thinking over when I am most likely to enjoy behind the scenes commentary, I think it all comes down to a preference for shorter and/or text-based. I enjoy commentary on movies. I enjoy commentary on novels or fanfic or manga (though manga also often falls into the "too long" category and I can't properly enjoy meta that deals with a whole series because I don't really remember what happened five or ten years ago, or hell, even last year). But TV tends to just be too big for me to really be able to tackle overall meta like who writes what. I can't remember off-hand what happened in five seasons in enough detail to be able to really engage with that sort of meta and I don't have time to rewatch (nor do I enjoy rewatching any TV that's not comedy).
As for internal vs external, I do prefer to be able to make sense of things on an internal level rather than just writing it off as bad writing or whatever. But it's not really a suspension of disbelief thing. If I knew every decision that went into it, it wouldn't harm my enjoyment. I don't get into actors, but that's not because I prefer not to have the actor taint my view of the character, but just that I don't care.
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But maybe this all depends on the flavour of the meta in the first place.
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I think that in all of my fandoms I'm peripherally aware of who wrote which show, but I tend to comparmentalize that knowledge and block it out of my mind as I watch the actual show. Only later, when reflecting on the show and/or discussing it, does it become relevant. While watching, I want to lose myself in the fictional world and totally believe in it.
Re: "You're interrogating the text from the wrong perspective!" XD
On the other hand, I certainly *can* enjoy this sort of meta-discussion, and I'm glad you made your post; it's fascinating stuff. It's just that I don't incline that way as easily as I lean towards discussing the internal reality of the show. And it's kind of interesting that after all this time in fandom, I'm just now realizing this about myself ...!
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It's not really a deliberate effort to keep them separate, so much as I just don't *care* all that much. It doesn't enhance my enjoyment of the story to know that the writer quit because he had a disagreement with the artist, for example; it might be momentarily intriguing to know as a side note, but I doubt if I'd remember it because I'm just not all that interested.
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But I don't think in-universe meta inevitably has to have that creepy feeling. Although, I suppose it's possible that to someone who comes to it from the out-of-universe perspective, in-universe meta might have a claustrophic or overly obsessed feeling that it doesn't have to someone who (like me) *likes* looking at the show from the inside, though. It may be that the frame of reference makes a big difference.
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...I don't know if I'm making any sense here! But I'm thinking all of this is tied into other aspects of my fanning - like the difference between my Type A and Type B fandoms (Gnine pointed out when we discussing this last night that we both are much less interested in the external-reasons for Type A fandoms, which much more tend to have a single vision). The truth is that much as I love books, I don't *fan* on them the same way I do with TV shows, and I think the constraints of a single vs multiple creator intent has something to do with that. Hmm. My ability to pair up non-canonically paired chars plays into this, too (like, I can see the McShep even knowing the writers/actors don't intend it...putting aside my suspicions about JFlan...but I have a hard time seeing canon slash in, say, Locke Lamara, even though the subtext is even stronger...?)
I'm also thinking about what you said about reconciling differing versions of canon, because I sometimes can manage that but sometimes struggle with it...these are all related things, I think, but I'm not sure how they fit together.
(Except now that I've deconstructed SGA eps from the external perspective, I'm getting really itchy to get back to ficci)ng and viewing them internally...!)
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I often analyze male vs female fanning (my bro's a big fanboy himself, so I've got a fair bit of fodder) and don't think it's especially sexist to do so, especially since it's broad trends more than specific individuals, and I don't think one way is particularly superior to another. Though I think fanning might show a difference in male/female behavior that is really not reflected at all in the standard stereotypes. A lot of female fans that I know tend to be more masculine in certain interests, and not really into/prejudiced against 'girly' things (some of this comes, I think, from being scifi/action show fans, which are traditionally male entertainment, so we female sf fans tend to be a bit, hmm, defensive? or proud of our non-traditional tastes) but we still fan quite differently from the fanboys. I also think certain beliefs about what constitutes classic 'female' entertainment are very misleading (like, I've seen it expressed a lot of places that women are more interested in stories about relationships, and this is largely very true - but people often take "relationships" to mean only "romance" and that's inaccurate.)
But then, some guys can do brilliant h/c (look at The Lord of the Rings, books or movies) - and I've never been able to determine if they're getting the same thing out of it emotionally that we fangirls do (and then, a lot of fangirls don't get h/c, not to mention even among we h/c fans there's a huge range of what the appeal is)...so maybe there's not such a big difference after all.
(Ah, excuse me for going off, this question has long fascinated me, so I tend to leap at chances to discuss it!)
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I see what you're saying about type A and B fandoms, although interestingly, I think I'm actually the opposite -- the ones that I enjoy as complete unto themselves are usually the ones where I can tolerate a lot of external meta-examination of canon, whereas the things I fan on are (usually) imperfect enough that I just want to enjoy them for their own sake and not do a whole lot of soul-searching about them; it's quite likely that I'll just come up with a million reasons not to like them anymore!
I think it might be why I get especially interested in the 'why's of TV shows I fan on, because there are so many different POVs, all of them valid in their ways, that I can somehow, hmm, justify my own interpretation? If the writer's take supports my own, it's great; but if they don't, it doesn't deny or devalue mine.
Heh, if only I were so zen about it, I'd probably have an easier time reading creator and actor commentaries. As it is, I do incorporate the actors' statements about how they play their characters, or the writers' about their intent for a given scene, into my own view of canon. It may simply be that having it pointed out to me is enough to get me to see it in canon, where I didn't see it before -- that is, it's not precisely that I'm taking their word for it; it's more that knowing the actors were playing a scene in a certain way, or the writer had a particular slant in mind when they wrote the scene, is enough for me to totally see it when I watch the scene again. I'm pretty sure that's why I was so completely thrown for a loop, earlier this summer, by some of Jason Momoa's interview comments regarding how he sees his character's relationship with McKay. Granted, I may well be reading more into the interview than *he* intended, but it took me until "Broken Ties" to even get back to the point where I enjoy watching the two of them in the same scene at all, and they used to be my second-favorite character relationship on the show.
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*nods* This definitely happens to me - I can only take so much criticism about a show before I freak out - either stop being able to enjoy it, or have to hide from it. One of the reasons I can analyze SGA to this extent is that I really, truly love the show in spite of all its flaws, so my affection is pretty much unshakable; and I'm still bothered by too much negative meta.
I'm pretty sure that's why I was so completely thrown for a loop, earlier this summer, by some of Jason Momoa's interview comments regarding how he sees his character's relationship with McKay.
Hah - I almost mentioned this exact thing, because I was thrown for the same loop. Except here's where authorial intent can help, too, because someone asked Mallozzi about that question, and he denied Momoa's interpretation - I can't remember his exact quote, but it was something along the lines of, well, they're not standard friends but they're still friends. In essence, having multiple creators means if I don't like one creator's interpretation, I'm comfortable with telling myself, "They're wrong!" And that SGA has such varying characterizations among the writers and actors gives me a lot of wriggle-room to reach interpretations that satisfy me (One reason I like analyzing the writers is that then, if I don't like an element, I can easily tell myself, "Well, that's just the way this guy writes it, it's not the way the chars really are." And no, I don't know what that "really" actually means, but it exists for me somehow, the reality beyond what we see...?)
(ah, here, found Mallozzi's quote:
"I’m sure Jason was simply referring to “friends” in the traditional sense. While Ronon and McKay aren’t exactly best buddies, that doesn’t mean there isn’t an unvoiced camaraderie and mutual respect there." (http://josephmallozzi.wordpress.com/2008/07/20/july-20-2008-tipping-the-scales-okinomiyaki-no-show-and-mucho-mailbag/) Made me feel rather better about it. If nothing else, Mallozzi genuinely seems to believe in the teammanship of the team!)
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*whoops I went on a bit there, sorry*
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As regards the DVD commentaries, curiously, I really enjoy the ones with the writers and the actors, because I *am* curious what they were thinking in certain scenes when they wrote a certain line, or why the actors reacted or acted the way they did, because there is only so much you can extrapolate and, sometimes, its nice to be corroborated (though, as you say, as with the Jason interview, there is also the risk of being contradicted). And, similarly, after each episode, my wee group of fen friends and I often chat for hours on email about what we liked, and we'll discuss anything that didn't quite make sense to us. For example, in Daedalus Variations, we tried to make sense of the strange death grouping of the alt-team, and why they even died in the first place since they did have the ability to *leave* the ship). So I'd love to know what the writer was thinking--what his world view of that tiny moment was. So, yes, I do like the commentaries.
In that way, I guess I lean towards the xparrot ability to separate the show/story from the out-universe (is that the term?) creation of it. I can separate Rodney from David, and I've no issues with that. I like the idea of missing scenes and tags in fanfiction, but I also like the "canon-ness" of finding out what the writers/actors intended (meaning, like you, I will take their opinion as canon if I learn it).
HOWEVER, I will admit this--I'm not sure if I would have loved the show as much if, say, David Hewlett had been a jerk. Or Martin Gero. Or even Joe Malozzi. When I find out an actor is bright or kind, for example, my heart opens up a little more to whatever character they may be playing. This means I am not truly separating the story from the creation thereof -- they're clearly intertwined in my head. But, nonetheless, when I am watching, or, more, when I am writing, Rodney, John, Teyla and Ronon are real people, in a real place. It's really not until afterwards that I deconstruct, unless there's something truly odd in the plot that throws me out of it while I'm watching.
So...(I'm now pursing my lips, because I'm trying to determine if this is at all coherent)...perhaps I lie somewhere inbetween? But closer to xparrot's end of the spectrum, I guess.
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I'm actually quite happy for the show itself to carry on not giving me tonnes and tonnes of character stuff and emotional stuff every week (which may or may not be a consequence of having male writers). I love fanfic... but I wouldn't want to show to be like fanfic. I rather like having a subtle, "aagh, they've missed the chance for a good character moment again!" approach, so I can rush off and fill in the gaps. Which is also strayed off topic... Sorry.
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Though I'm curious - when you were in the Star Trek society, did you have any exposure to fanfic? Especially of the h/c or slash variety? I do wonder, because some of the original officially published Star Trek novels were clearly written by female fanfic authors, with impressive amounts of h/c and angst and borderline slash...I found them in my mid-teens, before I discovered fanfic or online fandom, and was blown away, because they were filled with something I'd only found in dribs and drabs in other books. This is, anecdotally, why I started to believe in differences between male and female fanning, because while I fanned on Star Trek with my brother in more male ways (trivia, universe analyses) and really enjoyed such fanning (and still do), I also became obsessed with the female-authored ST:TOS novels and Kirk-Spock h/c in a way he didn't comprehend; they met a desire in me that few male-written (and published) novels did or do. (Which isn't to say that some men can't write fantastic h/c, but they're rare enough to surprise me...)
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And yes, I love SGA because it's got a perfect balance of what it gives us and what it doesn't - enough character moments that we know we're not imagining friendships, etc; but few enough that we are compelled to write in more!
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I'm sure you're right that a lot of this was happening all along, but I just happened to be unaware of it. I was an enormous Star Trek fan at 14, but totally unaware of the existence of fandom. It was just me at home with the TV, and it never crossed my mind that there might be places out there where I could interact with others.
I didn't have any exposure to fanfic in the university Star Trek society. It was just a video-watching thing, really, and no more than that - certainly without the strong social side that my other societies had. Aged 14, though, I used to make up stories in my head in which Kirk saved the day despite serious wounds, so I would so have read it had I known about it.
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Ha, no worries, I like seeing people have interesting discussions in the comments. Chat away!
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...Er, or something like that. I'm not sure this is all that's going on, but I think it's one reason why the face of fandom seems to have changed with the rise of the internet, but what people like hasn't really changed. Even before the 'net, there were many of us 'proto-fangirls' who did the squee and h/c and fic-in-our-heads and whatnot all by our lonesomes - which is why I think a certain type of fanning is innate to certain types of psyches (some of which can be designated, broadly, 'male' and 'female'). We're not just being influenced by our social circles; we're finding and creating social circles based on our personal tastes.